INSAINE

Insane this feeling of nothingness
Sadness
Of the tears I share with thee
And we apart
We stand
And here we are again
In a no mans world
With empty hands
We stare
Stare out to the world
Silence has taken over our tongues
And our souls lay still
And this intensity I feel inside my veins
As I see every drop of blood in my body
Burn
I thought this would be for eternity
I was so long gone in dreams
And here I am
Wrong As ever
And never did I think
We will stand alone in this
It’s almost insane
How this turned out to be

Dream a dream
That takes you away
To another land
To another place
So peaceful
So nice
Feel how happy you are
Feel the joy
Feel the laughter within yourself
Dream the dream
Dream away
As you dream
Weave me into it
Take my hand
And lead me to the way

Oddest of all odds
Dreams of all dreams
Nightmares off all nightmares
Here I stand
Speechless
Ready to die
Ready
To give myself
Away
Give my soul
Give my heart

color waves dance music mind

I hear the music
As I close my eyes
All I want to do is dance
It’s the best feeling
I feel the music through my body
I feel the vibe
All around me
And all I want to do is dance away the night

LONELY SOULS

AS THE EMPTY SPACE BECAME HER LIFE &
HER LIFE BECAME THE EMPTY SPACE IN HER HEART

AS THE DAYS WENT BY
THE WALLS MOVED IN ON HER
THE ROOM BECAME SMALLER & SMALLER
SUFFOCATED, FRUSTRATED

AS SHE CRAWLED & CRUMBLED
WITHIN HER OWN SHELL

HER SHELTER BECAME HER OWN ENEMY
WHO TURNED ON HER


AS THE EMPTY SPACE BECAME HER LIFE &
HER LIFE BECAME THE VERY SOUL WHO DIED

troubled souls

souls corrupted
thoughts of suicide
running through my head
over & over again
think about dreaming
dreaming about killing
nothing in this world is healing
when thoughts of suicide
are not leaving
your mined is corrupted
your soul hunted
daunted by memories of the past
of how our souls were cast

pain

and the lord wouldn't respond
and the lord wouldn't help
as I stood there year after year
waiting
praying each and every day
hope came and left
faith I lost on the way
pain I gained from it all
and at the end stronger then ever
as my spirit left its shelter
as my life became nothing
lifeless
empty
as my body gave up
my heart died of sorrow

alone

im not afraid of death
I wait with open arms
welcoming death to my soul
to come and take my spirit away
this shelter its been in has been cast to die
im not afraid of death
im just afraid of being alone

Love me

love me today
how do I ask for your love
I stand here begging you
and a beggar I am not
love me today
that's all I ask of you
love me forever
please don't let me be alone
for my loneliness is killing me slowly

Lonely

if my loneliness does not kill me
my heart will give up on me one of these days
surely
this I know for sure
as life stops leading me eventually
as my spirit left my shell of a body
as my soul gave up on me
left me here all alone to survive
with nothing nor anyone
as I cried until there were no more tears
even if I tried
my loneliness killed me
left me all alone
in this lifeless body